YO. tmr is Cross country. Still not sure if im gonna run tomorrow. i wanna run but im scared i will injure myself. lol

-went dancing today! Wooh. hahaha.

In 4 more day, we are gonna Vs barker. I am nervous + scared +excited. Hahaha. i dont wanna get last again. I dont wanna lose to them 4 years in a row. i dont wanna let my team mates down. i wanna shout in the face of those who said we cant do it. "Fuck you, we won." I dont wanna waste all those time, waste all those sweat that we sweat out in that green pool of ours. I wanna go home, smiling, sleeping with pride. I wanna shake barker player's hand and say " good game, try again next year". I wanna see those "better" school players tremble when they see us. I want them to fear us. let them know we are not fucking weak. we will not let u trash us. If u wanna win us. U gotta fucking fight for it. cause im not gonna give it to you easily. After 4 years of training.. this is the game that i have been anticipating. This is the victory that want so fucking badly. So, Bring It On...

I wanna cry when the last whistle blow... cry not because we lost, but because we won.